I decided to do 5 approaches today. I didn't do them. I didn't really feel like it, but that is an excuse. I really don't have to be in any state to do it. I just have to do it, no matter what. I have to make a decision to approach NO MATTER WHAT. Then and only then it will be a decision that will be fulfilled. I must be willing to accept any downside, upside, way and state I can be, could be or would be in.
I feel pretty down today, a LONG time ago I felt like this. The reason is because there are girls everywhere in my environment and I don't do anything. Why is my mind beating myself for it, isn't he the one that does things?
Maybe not. I thought today that I and ONLY I can approach. I must do it MYSELF. Letting HIM do it is only a way of not doing it. A method of escaping the real problem. The problem is just me. I've got to JUST DO IT.
From shy guy to don juan. Daily experiences.
"The secret of happiness is freedom. And the secret of freedom is courage."
