I think I have the shyness broken down. I have a WAY of dealing with it. Today I really realized I have a different problem with girls. I feel now really comfortable around them and I can look at them and stuff but... it doesn't make any sense to do it because... I'm not really interested in them.
To explain this state better I want to say that: I am attracted to them, I see their beauty and sexiness, I even see them with me having a good time, I even feel confident about my ability to get them but... I even am horny in the last 2 days, like hell... but... I just don't approach them because I don't have a real reason for it? Why is that?
I hope to get an answer for this and deal with. I might meditate about it today. It might be because I have never really felt the pleasure of being with a woman, it is all imaginative so my brain doesn't really associate a girl with pleasure. So a solution to this might be to force myself to do an approach and see how great it is. Or...
From shy guy to don juan. Daily experiences.
"The secret of happiness is freedom. And the secret of freedom is courage."
