From shy guy to don juan. Daily experiences.
"The secret of happiness is freedom. And the secret of freedom is courage."

Friday, December 21, 2007

I talk like an enlightened person

Let's make something definite. If you have to consciously remind yourself that you
love yourself, you're not there. It should happen by itself.

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I realized today that I am in fact creating the reality I am in. I am not the
consciosness.I am the not-conscious. That which cannot be spoken. It is accessed easiest by
feeling and indications.Practical part: Whatever is happening right now, whatever you are thinking about or doing it is a
manifestation of what you have wanted to create earlier. So to do something or
change your thinking, thik about the future, even in 10 seconds, what you want it
to be like. Imagine clearly pictures of what you want to happen, to do, to think.
Do this from a point of empty mindedness.


If you are blocked by a NO. Like the default no. Don't try to do it or overcome
it. Face the no directly and it will change.


Awareness is change.

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Vesper

I didn't think I would it would happen, but I met a girl that looks exactly like Eva Green today. She was with some kind of douche though. It hurts cause we had fun and she was obviously into me. Wow what a beautiful creature. I would tell her that immediately if we had 1 chance to be alone for a second. I would show her my interest at once.


If there is something there is something happening. If there is nothing there to feel nothing will happen. All you can do will be manufactured and feel bad. If there is something (both party attraction) it is pleasant for both. This is the secret of the Tao.


I have changed completely. I am a different person, the old self wouldn't do the things I did and thought and felt today.

Thursday, December 06, 2007

Work on working yourself

DAncinghttp://www.fastseduction.com/discussion/fs?action=9&boardid=2&read=73853&fid=16

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Be real.
Be 100% or nothing - what if? Heart.
I am here to provide entertainment!

You have to pump up yourself first.
It won't come by itself.
DO stuff to entertain yourself first.
Keep allowing the energy to flow into you.
Work on working yourself.

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If you try to apply a frame during interaction it will backfire. It's a self-hypnosis thing. You change that by doing. When you notice you're trying to do something mentally in your head stop that and sit back and do something else. She should come bavk to you when she sees you have power.

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Wednesday, December 05, 2007

Spells

Trace back the behaviour - butterfly effect - in magic room.
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Broke at least two important (not anymore) spells in my mind today when out. It
directly changed behaviour. My thinking twisted to me being the stimulus, whereas
I always was seeking a reaction. Felt horny as fuck today too.
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Tucker Max: http://www.tuckermax.com/archives/entries/a_brief_introduction_to_writing.phtml"1. Be emotionally honest: Even stupid people can usually see through bullshit,
and writing is no different. When you try and make yourself seem something that
you aren't people will see it eventually, even in your writing. I often find
myself at places thinking, "What should I put now?" and the answer to that is
ALWAYS, "The complete truth, no matter how stupid or awful or cynical (or cool or
awesome) it makes me look." For me, using the stark truth of my mind and my life
works on many levels. It shocks the reader, because very seldom do people tell the
truth, it endears the reader to me, because it gives them the sense they are in my
head, it can repel the reader because they don't like what they see, but
ultimately it makes the reader keep reading, because there is nothing more
enthralling than true emotional honesty. Everyone at their core is a voyeur of
some sort--when you open up and let people in, they will stop and look."
"To me this story displays some of the most common flaws of new writers:
1. Terribly overwritten2. Too much explaining, not enough showing3. Talks down to the reader4. Written in a style the author thinks he "supposed" to write in, not in his real voice"