Don't believe his lies

I got rejected today viciously trying to resolve something at my university. This was set up in a way that I had 0 chance of success. I still believed I could do it. I failed. So I thought. My mind started telling how stupid I was, how I failed, how wrong I did it, how bad I looked in the eyes of people. Suddenly I stepped out and saw what that was. It was a tiny frightened voice that was squeaking nonsense! I thought: those are lies! And a sudden illumination flashed through me. All my thoughts about rejection are false! They are lies. If someone rejects me, the rejection is true only if I believe the point for rejection was valid! I reject myself! The only person that can reject me, or further abuse me, is ME! If and only if I believe my own lies will I be hurt. For example: I walk up to a girl. The conversation stalls and I feel stupid. I believe I had to impress her. I have rejected myself! I feel stupid because I BELIEVE I had to impress her. It is me that is rejecting! Fuck this is so freeing! DON'T BELIEVE HIS LIES!

I've been doing Hypnotica meditations. I think that is the source of my knowledge about this. Also, I see a very important thing. You must do something in order to understand it. If I were to teach somebody what is rejection I would first give him the theory about rejection and then arrange a situation where he was to be rejected. From that comes true understanding.

Hypnotica gave me an excercize on decision making. The 3 second rule. I have to do 7 days, 20 approaches to girls I like. I have to train my neurology, reprogram myself. I don't see any alternative, this is how I become a person that approaches girls. This will be hard. Fuck.

I've already tried similar things a year ago. I hope it will be different, because:

I have new confidence.
I've learned that not thinking is key to doing something.
Values like Glory develop courage.

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Prometheus rising:

"The miracle of Beethoven is not that he felt the universe that way—a few thousand fifth circuit types throughout history have also felt and sensed nature that way—but that he mastered the third-circuit art of music with such skill that he could communicate such experiences, which is precisely what the ordinary "mystic" cannot do."

Glory

I went out today with friends. My main focus was not to think
really. I'm into this "natural" philosophy right nowm that's where
it comes from. Anyhow I approached two dudes to sell them a ticket
and I did it just like that. I didn't think about it.That's the absolute key to doing courage like this. I have failed to
approach like I wanted to in the past year because I was thinking. I
was trying to find a technique to think my way to do it. Not
thinking is the key. So just do it.Wow this is useless crap that I'm writing. I mean for someone like
me a year ago. There is no way you can get show someone the mind
state you are in when you just do it. PJE described it best as "just
do this and don't think about anything else".I watched 300 and I understand why rules like Honesty, Respect, Stength and Glory are important. It is what defines us as men. It is brainwashing. But this brainwashing is what makes us different from animals. These values are the keys for developing courage. This is how you do courage. When you do something in the name of glory you just acknowledge fear and do it anyways.

Source of the victim

Prometheus Rising:
"the fact that most people remain in the same reality-tunnel as their parents,does indicate that acculturalization is a mind control process. We are all giants, raised by pygmies, who have learned to walk with a perpetual mental crouch. Unleashing our full stature—our total brain power—is what this book is all about."

"The mechanical nature of the bio-survival circuit is of key importance in brainwashing. To create a new imprint, reduce the victim to an infantile state, i.e., first-circuit vulnerability."

"With subtle reinforcementthe play-acting becomes more and more genuine. Edmund Burkenoted long ago, and every Method Actor knows, that you cannotmake three dramatic gestures of rage in a political speech, withoutbeginning to feel some real rage. You cannot make three gestures of submission without beginning to feel really submissive."

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How can I approach any girl I want everyday?
go to the source of the victim is inpallatable it disguise your own very true uniquness and sort it out of true cohersion to blame it on the wine stain is not to be true to the forgiveness of the father and immoblizing track of conciousness itself demobilizing your true wit and desire to withold and understand the essays of human kind and knowledge to this day and after you have aquired the sense to build a reality tunnel in your brain you will never seek this power again cause I am zarataustra speaking to you and I have power over you this is my word and this my last word go and fuck properly and you will die a happy man forever and now I end.

Rion Williams

Rion Williams:

"Remember that when you are in a pussy chance it is just the ‘forced reality’ of added value and a?ention we have given to her sexuality that is covering up the basic biological process of a?raction of you being a man and her beinga woman."

"You will be a lot more emotional as well...it’s weird but the most alpha of men have that perfect balance of yin and yang; masculine & feminine energy.This is what really allows you to melt the hearts of women."

Yes! This is what's happening to me lately!

"YOU HAVE TO KNOW IT NONVERBALLY AND LIVE IT. THEY KNOW THEY’RE LIVING THE SOCIAL LIE BUT WILL NEVER REVEAL IT ALOUD."

"Women love sex and their pure natural character is the only path. Theyessentially know the whole social programming is a lie and it confuses thehell out of them (just look at their behavior). It’s up to you to KNOW the truth."

"Look for (and bring out) the REAL woman inside of her and she’s yours no ma?er what level of beauty or social status she is because they all have this natural and biological character within them. They will only open up to the guys who can see and know it.
Her natural character is the key to sex. Look for the PalmY within a woman and sex will be an a?erthought but she’ll be ready for it and that’s how you consistently get there with different women."

"All women have this natural character within them. And when you bring that out of them (o?en just by not doing anything but staying high in character), they will help you to seduce them because they’ve been waiting for a real man.
You don’t have to know ‘the moves’ or ‘what to do next’. You have to have faith in the infinite power and leverage of nature. All people beforeus figured it out naturally."

"Granted you have been desensitized by social influence of nonstoppricktease programming but when you can sense the truth of thesewomen and the sexuality-as-a?erthought it will be like an addictiveinspiration without the co-dependency to you...and yes I mean inthat moment alone specifically.
You’ll feel (ideally) as I do that when you see their smaller non-african,non-in-your-face asses facing you that you’re just receiving a euphoricethereal dose of sexual transmutation and power yourself. It’s like anewfound yet everlasting lust that you have where you can never getenough..it’s like a fountain of youth yet where you retain full relationalauthority."
"When you’re in your reality she is biologically a?racted to you and she can’t get enough of you."

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Your whole personality and all your thoughts are function serving the society not you. It is an installation that is meant to lead you through a life of being a good society member.

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I AM GROUNDING MYSELF, INTO THE FEMALE ARCHETYPE AND INTO OWN SELF (MALE ARCHETYPE).

Silky wet advice

I did a spirit guide experiment today.

how can I get girls in my life?

expoe yourself to the ridcioul, send me an e-mail to have white space
superimpose get wet jump into the wld water rinse and repeat shock
value pay attention not to my voice but to my heart add value to the
track of your intnwention which is the heart of your problems
neverending ever will be the power that you give to yuor subcincious
overdo and you might not happen to get girls help other and do what
pleases you but forgt to say and you will not have the voice to
sdstand in front of the cinema when he hour is silky wet advice is
given to you use it with care

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" Don’t be afraid to tell people to “Fuck off” when need be. It is an
important skill to acquire. As they say, speak your piece, even if
your voice shakes."

Juggler:Her: "What do you do for a living?"
Me: "I'm a trash collector."
hahahaha. Yeah, that's funny, I guess. But by not answering I'm
avoiding the question and trying to hide an aspect of myself - not
good for my confidence. I want to feel it is okay to be me first and
foremost and actively broadcast that to the world. Also, if I am
dodging the question I am subtly undermining her trust in me.
Now that I'm all mature and sh*t this is the the sort of thing I say:
Her: "What do you do for a living?"
Me: "Funny you should ask. I used to tell people I was a trash
collector but for some reason they would never believe me. I guess
I'm a bad liar. The truth is I'm a horse jockey. No just kidding. I
wish I was a horse jockey. I actually write about, lecture on and
teach interaction skills. Which some people find ironic coming from me
cause sometimes I can be down right not-talkative. Matter of fact
it's taking a bit of my courage to talk to you right now."
Her: "Really? You seem comfortable."
Me: "Yeah, I am, mostly but you're pretty sexy when you flip your hair
like that."
Her: "What? Like this?" (she does it)
Me: "No. Don't do it. I can't be held responsible for my actions."
Honesty is much more fun. "

"Great comedians often leave their audience feeling they have heard
some simple but poignant truths."

" It's funnier to be real than to be funny."

"Always strive for the most honesty. It's actually funnier than made
up stuff once you commit to it and gives you a base to keep being
funny.
And, by using the truth that is your life, you get in the habit of
using yourself and staying in the 'I' perspective. You don't have to
be quick witted. Pick up should not be a riddle to be solved. You
just got to give in and believe in what I am telling you."

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Dimitri:

"1) You want something;
2) You take action to achieve what you want;
3) You experience the RESISTANCE;
4) You take action to overcome the resistance and achieve what you
want."

"EXPECT RESISTANCE.
When you experience resistance, don't worry about it. It's just the
way it's supposed to be, and it cannot be otherwise. Resistance is
normal. Resistance is the law of the Universe."

"Here is my favorite description of the Hero.
Hero: a man brave longer."

"When such man sees a woman he likes - on a street, in a coffee shop,
on a train, in a bar - he immediately feels the strong urge to get to
know her. Such urge is perfectly natural. I would like you to notice
that it contains the great element of curiosity, which is, as I have
mentioned elsewhere, a fundamental underlying emotion of the human
mating dance.
Then a marvelous thing happens: the body of that man does its best to
prepare him for the ritual. The natural chemicals rush suddenly into
his blood stream to tune up his brain; to make him more flirtatious,
and more resourceful; to boost his energy level; to make his skin
glow; to make him more agile, younger-looking, more attractive, and
more vigorous; to guarantee his ability to please a woman. His mind is
ready to come up with the best things to say and do, to give the woman
the most ingenious reasons why she absolutely must get to know that
man. He is bursting, trembling with energy like a tightly loaded
spring ready to be released, like a racing car at the start line, like
a space rocket seconds before the launch.
What he experiences is a unique and very strong form of SEXUAL
TENSION. This tension builds up incredibly fast, so two or three
seconds later it reaches the almost unbearable level. The man is ready
to approach the woman at his best.
And then this ignorant fool ruins everything. Instead of accepting
gratefully the powerful help given to him by his own body, he chooses
to misinterpret his extreme sexual tension as something very
different: fear.

He chooses to be afraid.

As soon as such choice is made, it is all over."

The bad paradigm

http://www.fastseduction.com/discussion/fs?
action=9&read=54214&fid=24&BoardID=2#334522
This post led to me an important realization. If I continue to behave
like this I will get the same results: shyness, mixed signals,
ignoring, etc... Basically her biology wants you, and that's what is
important.

Here is a response to that thread:"Basically I think you should stop worrying about what she wants and just go after what you want.

I had that same situation, with girls being cold to me etc. ignoring
my presence, but my female friends would tell me that they look at me
all the time when im not paying attention etc.
Its not even shyness most of the time, i think its a defence mechanism
put on by the girl, she doesnt want to get hurt and wants you to
commit.
So my idea is to SOI her, let her know that your interested and make
the moves that YOU want to make without worrying about what she wants.
Anyway dude thats my advice i had this exact same type of shit happen
to me where they are warm then ignore me etc. and i laid them. It blew
my mind when i first figured it out too, and it is somewhat contrary
to popular asf theory but is true."

Step I - Writing your goals

Hypnotica "Collection of confidence"
Step I - Writing your goals.

I have power. I have power in interactions with people. I am cool and confident,
always. I feel great around people. People are a source of inspiration and
motivation for me. I get blowjobs from beautiful women. Girls want to suck my
cock, I let them do it. I get extreme pleasure from women. I constantly have
sex, whenever I want to. Women notice my desires and go along with them. I am in
love with the women I sleep with. Women are in love with me. I am completely
relaxed, spontanious and masterful in bed. I know exactly how to give women
pleasure. I give women multiple orgasms. Women of all ages desire me. Beautiful
sexy women are happy to have sex with me and to give me blowjobs. I don't care
what people think they want I give them what they really want. I experiment sex
with women, all different kinds of sex, positions, anal, oral, hand jobs, one
night stands, quickies, sex marathons, you name it. I am better in sex than
Rocco. I have multiple girlfriends, whom I meet whenever I want to. The girls I
meet are always happy to see me. I am in control of my relationships. I am
completely honest about my relationships. I am single and happy. I have
girlfriends who are bi-sexual. I go out and seek bi-sexual women with my
girlfriends and have threesomes with them. I get a blowjob and ball licking from
two sexy girls at once. I meet with women that know everything about how to give
a man pleasure and they are happy to give it to me. I make women happy. I am
completely individuated. I am myself at every moment. I treat everybody the
same. I talk with the same confident manner to everyone. I always get what I
want. I have extreme Focus. People sense my Focus and instantly submit. I touch
people from the moment I meet them and everytime I want to and they like it. The
people I spend time with help me achieve my goals. I am respected. People
instantly know that I am trustworthy. I am motivated for action every moment of
my life. Always when I get out to socialize I am in a great state. I never lose
my Focus. I am confident. I always do my best. I am impeccable with my word. I
don't take anything personally. I never make assumptions. I am guided by my
instinct which achieves my goals. I never make decisions based on fear. I make
decisions based on what I want and I get it. I am the master of my fate. I am
the creative force in the world. I change and adapt constantly. I never stop
improving. My mind is crystal clear. My mind is only focused on what I want. I
always find a way to get what I want. I always feel good. I have only positive,
motivating, creative, inspiring thoughts that push me forward in achieving my
dreams. I always keep my frame and do it with ease. My frame is indestructible.
No woman or man can knock me out of my frame or focus. When I learn I identify
with the process. I am never discouraged. I never stop learning. I do whatever
it takes to learn and master skills. I can easily talk with people. I am master
in small talk and it is fun for both me and the person I am speaking with. I am
a master flirt. I flirt with every woman I meet. I am courageous in my
conversations. Women have a blast flirting with me. Men have a blast talking
with me. I am natural and skilled in entertaining people. I make everyone laugh,
hard. People love me for who I am. I make people feel special and loved. I love
people. People love me. I enjoy talking with people. I can have long and
interesting conversations with anyone. I tell many different stories, for
whichever purpose I need them for. Speaking is easy for me. I am master in
rethorics. People always know what I say and what I want to tell them. Everybody
understands what I say. I have many trusted friends. I have many relationships
with great people. I meet new girlfriends and friends everywhere I go. I have
the courage to start a conversation everywhere and lead it to where I want it to
go. I am a great dancer. Girls are thrilled to dance with me. Girls enjoy
immensely dancing with me. I get women horny just by looking at them. I
naturally grind and kiss girls on the dancefloor and take them wherever I want
them to go. I always know what I want. I can make any girl smile. I can walk up
to any girl I like and get to know her. I easily attract girls I want to meet. I
easily get women to have any kind of sex with me. I give extremely enjoyable and
orgasmic oral sex. I last for as long as I want to while having sex. All my
conversations are meaningful and entertaining. I am always being my true self. I
always tell the truth. I have the courage to look anyone straight in the eyes
and tell them what I think. I say what I think when it is the truth. I am free.
I am free of bad thoughts. I am free of bad habits. I am free to choose my
behaviour. I am free to choose with whom I associate and live with. I am free to
meet and speak with whoever I want to. I am free to take what I desire. I am
free to choose my focus. I deserve everything I desire. I don't care what
people think of me. I don't care what people say about me. I am free to do
anything I want in a social situation and getaway with it. I am free to tell the
truth. I know the truth about myself and I accept it every moment of my life. I
am always honest about my intentions and desires and I can easily tell them to
people. My body language is perfect, it shows how sexy and confident I am. I
have a beautiful singing voice. I entertain people by playing guitar and singing
and they love it. I have a deep, resonant, sexy, manly voice. I can speak
clearly and people admire me for my voice. I have great pleasure from speaking
and listening to my voice. My articulation is perfect and I am able to speak in
a confident clear manner. I am able to convince anyone to do anything for me. I
have power in my eyes and people know what I want without using words. I am
attractive to people and they want to associate with me. I have the skills to
negotiate anything for my benefit. I lead all conversations. I have a body of a
greek god. I am extremely good looking. I dress great and fashionable. People
compliment me for my clothes. My muscles are big and athletic. I have peak
endurance, both physically and mentally. My physique is ideally proportional,
muscular and sexy. Women desire my body and want my mind. I am extremely sexy
because of my looks, because of who I am and the way I behave. My behaviour
exudes confidence, dominance, well-being and fun. My presence is like the sun.
My focus is like the sun rays lighting everyone up. I am healthy. My skin is
clear, smooth and naturally moistured. Women have pleasure from touching my
smooth skin. I have all aspects of my health under control. My body benefits
from me and I benefit from my body. I feel great all the time. I earn 30000$ a
month. My work is light and fun. I earn money from what I love doing. I earn
money from assets which don't require me working. I travel around the world all
year. I can work from wherever I want to. I meet fascinating people and make
friends around the world. I can easily and efficiently talk on the telephone. I have trusted business partners. Me and my partners
generate wealth and have a great time doing it. I have sex with all kinds of
beautiful and sexy women from around the world. I have a yacht on which I sail,
alone or with my friends. I have sex with gorgeous and fun girls in the middle
of the sea. I have girlfriends and sex buddies all around the world. I am
extremely wealthy. I make profit and people that work with me benefit from it.
Everyone that works with me is happy and wealthy. I easily and quickly find
people to work with me. I can easily kiss a woman. I kiss a girl whenever I want
to. Some girls get kissed by me in the first few seconds I see them. Some girls
have sex with me within 5 minutes of meeting them. I always have safe sex. I am
the most important person in my relationships. I don't care what women say to
me. I don't care what women think about me. I only care about what I want. I
make decisions based on what I want most. I am not concerned about the pecking
order I always choose greatness. I am in complete control of my feelings. I
eliminate feelings that don't help me in achieving my goals. I attract and date
beautiful women I like, ages varying from 17 to 39. I always know what women
want. I always know what to say or do in social situations. I am always the pack
leader. I have all the skills to lead people. I naturally lead people and they
follow me. I am the most fun and interesting person in any group. People admire
me. I am famous and people love me for my work and art. I compose and play music
and I am known for creating beautiful, uplifting and remembered melodies and
songs. Every once in a while I meet an exceptonal woman, a woman of my dreams.
The woman of my dreams I meet has perfect looks and personality that I like at
the time. I instantly meet and connect with the woman of my dreams. The woman of
my dreams makes me laugh, is sexy, interesting, intelligent, she is illuminated
just like me. I share interests, insights and ideas with the woman of my dreams.
The woman of my dreams helps me in my work. I have tremendous sex with the woman
of my dreams. The woman of my dreams has lots of money. I have my own luxury
appartment. I have my own car. I have enough money to live in expensive hotels
and eat in restaurants everyday. I always do what I want. I am happy and
fullfilled. I always know what to say. I always have fun, interesting,
insightful and good things to say. People learn from me and are fascinated by
me. I am a source of inspiration for people. I help people reach their own true
potential. I am in alignment with my unconscious mind which guides me and helps
me achieve greatness. In every social situation I am comfortable and I can do
anything. I have friends which are great in dealing with women and we constantly
learn from each other. I have friends which are wealthy and they teach me how to
generate more wealth. I have inspiring friends that motivate me to work. I have
fun friends with which I have a blast hanging out with. I only meet with people
that make me better. I walk up to groups of people in social gatherings and
instantly befriend them and maintain our friendships if I want to. When I talk
with groups of people I have a great time and make everyone laugh and spend
quality time with me. I walk up to groups of girls and become their star. Every
girl in a group I talk to wants to fuck me. Sometimes I have sex with all girls
that I talked to in a group. I have sex with girls and their girlfriends. I have
sex with girls and their sisters. I do stand-up comedy. I am a succesful
comedian, making crowds laugh. I am skilled in magic tricks and people are
fascinated by me doing them. I can talk and improvise for as long as I want to
and be funny and interesting. I have many social circles. I make social circles
wherever I go. I have friends which help me in every aspect of my life. I talk
about what I want with women. I have a powerful presence. All people treat me as
someone equal or better than them. I am completely comfortable in my own skin. I
date Eva Green and she loves me. I have great sex with Eva Green. I am a
respected and loved member of a high status social circle. I am a man of high
character. I am free to express myself in any way and I am a master in it. If I
see a girl I want I get her, here and now.

The 3 technique

This is a powerful mindhack that I discovered. I'm really happy to invent this, I'll try it out in the following week. Several months ago I asked myself the question: why do I happen to talk with ease when I'm reading sth or playing with sth with my hands? I finally figured it out. My brain can only process 3 simultaneuos jobs at once. So in order to do one thing properly I shut down the other thought channels. This is a focus hack. I hack being extremely focused.

So what do I do?

1. I carry a band aid on my hand to play around with at all times.
2. I play a tune in my head
3. I think about what I want (focus on pleasure)

With this I have shutdown all conscious thought channels in my head. Why does this help? No stupid, negative or bad thoughts will come into my head. I won't be self-conscious, I won't be thinking what other people think about me, I won't be thinking about what to say. This is hacking spontaneity of stupid people. I am too intelligent to be good at socializing so I must numb my brain with artificial distractions.This technique was right in front of me, now I got it!

Here's a list of things I can do to occupy my thought channels:
1. Eat, chew etc. (gum, apple)
2. Carry something (like a bottle)
3. Play with band aid, cell phone, or any other gadget with your hands
4. Read something light (newspaper, ads)
5. Seek something in the environment (like where to go, find out color of peoples eyes)
6. Play tune in head
7. Observe (simply be curious about the surroundings)
8. Watch an invisible spot in front of your nose
9. Be in the body (Alexander technique, or observe feelings)

That's enough. I'll be a carrying a band aid with me now wherever I go. It will also remind me of FOCUS.

GROW

http://www.relationaldynamics.org/
"Many of the top seduction leaders openly ADMIT there is still FEAR in
approaching and to just 'break through it'! It's because they're
operating in a behavioral reality with Social Alpha's as the model of
a woman's sexuality.
Yet there is still no fear of women biologically...something is
'missing' and I mean across the entire spectrum here."

Fear being there is something very wrong. It is a wrong model of the
mind. If we are not afraid of their biology we are afraid of their
social status. What is that?

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Killswitch:

"Man: You grow up! I don't know how else to put it, but you GROW, you get bigger and more powerful, and more capable. It's not really a question of what is acceptable behavior, it's more like what pleases you more and less."

The intuitive state

Success is my greatest enemy. I'm in a highly intuitive state. Synchronicities happen all around me. I was in this place a year ago but then I lost it. I must never forget.

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DD Advanced Dating Techniques

Once David D released his fundamental core insecurity everything in his life
sort of aligned.It is the same with me. I got rid of my core fear of being sterile. Now I'm
not afraid anymore.

Deep shit

"We are born with only one fear: the fear of loud noises."
Zan

"Really stare into the fucking darkness. Face it. Fun? Socialising? Fuck
that. How's about not feeling like shit all the time?"
DrJekyll

The left-right syndrome.

The left-right syndrome.

When somebody says to you go left and you won't conciously think about it
you'll do go in the wrong direction. This is a genius example of how the
unconcious works. Left-right working needs your attention. You have to picture
what it is. The unconcious doesn't have to rely on this but it must know the
destination. "Left" doesn't mean anything for the brain, but go to the tree
means all for it. This is how you communicate with the unconcious, through
destinations, not through symbols.

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Btw. I'm thinking a lot about PJE's concept of paying the price first. I see
that this is what is blocking me. The things I won't pay for. I have to
convince myself. I'll try to do it using destinations as mentioned above.

Braid

I sense something very rare and strange today. Maybe it is because I listened
to the Sphynx two days earlier. Always something changes after it. I'm
learning to drive. I feel really confident, pumped up. I'm learning to juggle.
I have no shy thoughts or fears. I'm really rocking. Although I still have
inhibitions.

I saw a beautiful girl today, I knew she wanted me to approach her. I resisted
because of sth. I believe that I have to follow some guideline, I believe I
have to do certain things for her to like me. This kind of thinking produces
fear. There is nothing I need to do. The only thing I need to do is walk up to
her. I'm lying to myself that I don't need a woman. I want a woman in my life.

I was radiating some sort of energy today. Maybe it is because of the mediation I'm doing for the last couple of days. I'm trying to astral project, through simulation of REM. No luck but it is very fun and unique. I'm also going to try to invoke my higher self, or gaurdian angel, whatever that is.

For the second time in my life I have seen a cold approach today. Actually I saw two. One was I think with 4 aPUA's they were standing and asking girls about something. They weren't good but I kept watching them and skipped my tram. So I had to wait for the next one and in it happened the second cold approach I really witnessed in my life. These two dudes were talking shit and
sex with each other. Finally one dude said, I'll go talk to that girl with the braid. He just got up and set up next to her. He was a natural. It was in his body language. I don't know what he said but he was very confident. The girl started giggling. She couldn't stop it. He didn't go anywhere with his rap, she was a bit young for him. But if he would persist I believe he would get her. I witnessed a direct approach, it is really cool.

Next time

Next time I go out.
= Prepare story about self.
= Have sequence for desitiny "I wasn't ment to be here, destiny?"
= Cold read, palm reading or ring

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Prometheus Rising:
"Throughout human life, when the bio-survival circuit sensesdanger, all other mental activity ceases. All other circuits shutdown until the bio-survival problem is "solved," realistically orsymbolically."

To get rid of bad imprints one must return to the infancy level. I have done this many times and I attribute my success to this method.

"In pre-ethological terms, the emotional-territorial circuit iswhat we usually call "ego." Ego is simply the mammalian recognitionof one's status in the pack; it is a "role" as sociologistssay, a single brain circuit which mistakes itself for the wholeSelf, the entire brain-mind apparatus. The "egotist" behaves like"a two year old," in the common saying, because Ego is theimprint of the toddling and toilet-training stage."

Excercizes for the mammalian circuit:

"1. Whenever you meet a young male or female, ask yourselfconsciously, "If it came to hand-to-hand combat, could I beathim/her' ?" Then try to determine how much of your behavior isbased on unconsciously asking and answering that question viapre-verbal "body language.""