I got out today out of frustration to approach 10 girls. I used every
trick in the book. I failed.I realized why.I was thinking.
The problem is I am administering the process. I want to approach
myself, when in fact as proved, it is not me that does this. I must
detach myself from the process first. Just let go, make it flow.
I haven't yet tested this thoroughly but I will. So it is not about controlling the thought process, like I stated in my previous post. It is wrong. If you are trying to control it, you are it. As the mind and its content are functionally identical. Don't identify with the thoughts by not thinking.
Second thing I learned is: my mind really is my enemy.All thoughts, ideas, images that come to my head are false and steer me away from my goal. I have come to the conclusion that all thought is a society virus implanted in the head. It takes courage and patience to cure yourself out of this.
This is why being really mad at this voice works. Like I did a couple months ago. I shouted SHUT UP! at myself. I was furious about some of my thoughts. Now they are just a memory. I must do the same with approach thoughts. They are fucking me up.
So how do I approach?
Wu.
Do it without doing it.
Or in other words, BE COOL ABOUT IT.
Administer your body, how you move, how you are seen. But go to the head only to dismiss all thoughts. Dismiss them as your enemy. Stop being the slave. Own your body and mind. Kill the enemy.
