corvette:
Congrats, you got to the point where you can handle the frame: "I can do no wrong".
You know what is the next step?
"Everything I do is gold".
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dont seek evasive actions - it is motivatio by fear - go towards your desire
CONNECT WITH YOUR DESIRE
ACCEPT IT
THERE IS NO MORE POWERFUL TECHNIQUE
You dont do anything! No conscious control! To do something..,...
you must really want it.
That means the wasnting must be there. If it is, ok. Now connect with it, ALLOW IT. Only when it comes out, you will feel it in your heart, guts and it will MOVE you spontaneosuly. THINGFS WILL HAPPEN. It moves you.
To get to that point you mut allow all your fears.
MY latest fear: cant show my desires, cant let anyone know about them. Once I'm ok with it letting go, everything happens. Before I'm just thinking mental concept how to overcome it. It is lies. It is lying to you. It may seem it is not, it is helping you, there is a solution, you just NEED to do it, SHOULD do it. Those are all mental blocks hiding your fear. Accept it and allow desire to spring out, it will move you.
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Tryin to please her is not sexy.
It's never about me.
Leadership is following your desire.
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Negative thoughts are your enemy! They are not you!!
You spend time on thisearth waking up that's when you live. The rest are distractions designed to fool you. FIGHT THEM
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Owning the woman
DEIDA:
Through lack of understanding, you might have depolarized yourself and your partner into a relationship that seems neutral, but actually isn't.
For such a woman, there is no disconnection between sex and spririt. Her sexual surrender, if she is with a worthy man, is the same as her devotional or spiritual surrender. She opens from head to toe, receiving divine love-force deep thoughout her body, so that she is rippled, arched, and undulated by its boundless flow.
The more you seek a woman who gives you everything, the less you get of anything.
choose a single priority to the relationship and allow all the other activities to align themselves around your main purpose for being together.
to serve one another's enlightenment through your unwavering commitment to love, and to enliven one another's core by the bodily transmission of love via sexual polarity.
liberate yourself and others into love and freedom
When you find yourself really enlivened by a young woman, breathe in her fragrance. Breathe in her energy. Realx your body and allow your heart to open in her presence. Take in her beauty through every pore in your body. Allow love to radiate from your heart toward her. Maintain a respectful formality so that she is free and empowered to give her gift, without being complicated by your personal agenda. Use the energy she has given you in your own service to others, passing the gifts of heightened aliveness and passionate heart into all of your relationships, so that all beings may benefit by the delight you have recieved from this woman, who, for now, mainifests the youthful gifts of uncompromised radiance and life force.
Her ultimate desire is to feel your full consciousness, your trustable integrity, your unshakable love, and your confidence in your mission.
The divine masculine is consciousness. A superior man practices maintaing full consciousness in all situations.
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Sunday, March 01, 2009
decision and other
COSY:
So perhaps you should not be asking "what/how/why/wtf?", and instead should just have a look at what kind of behavior would affect things like a cat, or an animal.
What is instinctive to them.
THE ROCK
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while for the more qualified simultaneous
creation is taught, that is, that this world arose like a dream on account of one’s own thoughts
induced by the defect of not knowing oneself as the Self.
The enquiry
“Who am I?” is the principal means to the removal of all misery and the attainment of the supreme
bliss.
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Subject: Re: DTI: The Natural Process Of The Mind And Growth
GRAND SUMMARY:
GUIDED DISTRACTION SUMMARY:
- Focus, and immerse in something that will inherently help develop what you are after
ARGUEMENT SUMMARY:
- Change focus to something constructive, aggressively if need be
LEADERSHIP SUMMARY:
- More sexual/primal drives are more readily adopted as opposed to intellectual/conscious drives.
- If you filter information, you gain a double whammy effect
a) Increased believability
b) Increased aesthetic quality
Resulting in increased positive AFFECT on those around you.
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The question is not HOW but rather WHY NOT?
Why do you have to use the teqnique. Why do you have to consciously remember it. Why do you have to control it. Think about it. Use it. Do it. Why doesn't it JUST HAPPEN?
Find the cause of why aren't you doing it right now.
Are you having sex right now? Why not? Because I'm not... Who aren't you?
Who must you become to be having sex right now? I must become an ALPHA MALE.
That is the answer. You are not an alpha male. Now, today. But...
You can be one, even in 10 seconds if you want to.
Unless you don't want it. This is important - it won't work if you really don't want it. That is the only reason of it not working. So work out what is preventing you from wanting it...
How do you become - someone - you aren't right now?
What makes you, who you are today, now?
Is it your body, your possesions, your parents, your friends, your khaki? Are YOU something fixed, defined, contained in an object? Or is YOU something more ephemeric, fluid and sponteaneous?
It is rather something that is not created and IS. But something that is in the making. It is being created every moment, every second each day. It is being created, sculpted, by the DECISIONS you make every moment.
You can change WHO you are RIGHT NOW, by changing a decision you are going to make.
If you have a situation right now, where an important decision is to be made. And you know what you do every time something like this happens. STOP. Consider this for a moment:
The decision you are about to make is going to sculpt you.
The decision is not whether you will to wear khaki or not. The khaki does not define you. What defines you is the decision you made whether to wear khaki or not. That is what created you.
Let me repeat - What defines you is THE DECISION you made whether to wear khaki or not. NOT the khaki.
So if you have a situation and you can decide whether you wimp out or go for it. Remember that considering the pros and cons will do nothing. It doesn't even matter what is the 'right' decision. It's not about that. It doesn't matter if you lose or win. What matters is:
Who will you be after making that decision?
Will you be a man or will you be a wimp.
The choice is for you to be made.
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I see that too many here are afraid of ebetaization. It is just a secret way of fearing rejection. Don't worry about it. Thinking about not being betaized is paranoia installed by this board. I want to make one post here that isn't about attempting to escape it but a post about what to focus on, so that betaization is not a problem and won't lead to anything shitty.
The number 3 rules. Since this is an advanced board I suppose you know how to do it.
1. Just be attractive to other women. If she sees other women adore you, she will be attracted to you forever. It's as simple as that. If she sees other women pity and despise you, guess what? Your value for her is also zero. You are not her special man. She is a woman, she does not think by herself, her only measure is the measure of her girlfriends and women around you that she sees.
2. Make absolutely NOTHING dependant on her. If there is at least one thing that you can't do for yourself or with somebody else then you have failed.
If she washes your underpants because you don't know how, learn how to do it yourself.
If she is your only source of sex, know that you can have other women quickly, or find something better to do than sex. It is also sufficient to not need to fuck anybody.
She is your only way of spending free time? Get a hobby.
She is the only person you can share your secrets with? Find a friend.
She is the only person that truly loves you? Learn to love yourself.
You can get my point easily if you ask yourself this question:
How would you live on if she left you this very second?
If you would just continue playing your piano, feeding hungry puppies, enjoying a good movie - or something in that manner you have succeeded.
Basically all the stuff you use for battling ONEITIS (I recommend the recent stuff by CostOfSuccess)
In one sentence, the secret of being happy in a relationship:
Learn to be happy on your own.
It is the single most attractive human component. Independent happines.
Change your focus from her - to improving yourself.
So perhaps you should not be asking "what/how/why/wtf?", and instead should just have a look at what kind of behavior would affect things like a cat, or an animal.
What is instinctive to them.
THE ROCK
------------------------------------
while for the more qualified simultaneous
creation is taught, that is, that this world arose like a dream on account of one’s own thoughts
induced by the defect of not knowing oneself as the Self.
The enquiry
“Who am I?” is the principal means to the removal of all misery and the attainment of the supreme
bliss.
------------------------------------
Subject: Re: DTI: The Natural Process Of The Mind And Growth
GRAND SUMMARY:
GUIDED DISTRACTION SUMMARY:
- Focus, and immerse in something that will inherently help develop what you are after
ARGUEMENT SUMMARY:
- Change focus to something constructive, aggressively if need be
LEADERSHIP SUMMARY:
- More sexual/primal drives are more readily adopted as opposed to intellectual/conscious drives.
- If you filter information, you gain a double whammy effect
a) Increased believability
b) Increased aesthetic quality
Resulting in increased positive AFFECT on those around you.
--------------------------
The question is not HOW but rather WHY NOT?
Why do you have to use the teqnique. Why do you have to consciously remember it. Why do you have to control it. Think about it. Use it. Do it. Why doesn't it JUST HAPPEN?
Find the cause of why aren't you doing it right now.
Are you having sex right now? Why not? Because I'm not... Who aren't you?
Who must you become to be having sex right now? I must become an ALPHA MALE.
That is the answer. You are not an alpha male. Now, today. But...
You can be one, even in 10 seconds if you want to.
Unless you don't want it. This is important - it won't work if you really don't want it. That is the only reason of it not working. So work out what is preventing you from wanting it...
How do you become - someone - you aren't right now?
What makes you, who you are today, now?
Is it your body, your possesions, your parents, your friends, your khaki? Are YOU something fixed, defined, contained in an object? Or is YOU something more ephemeric, fluid and sponteaneous?
It is rather something that is not created and IS. But something that is in the making. It is being created every moment, every second each day. It is being created, sculpted, by the DECISIONS you make every moment.
You can change WHO you are RIGHT NOW, by changing a decision you are going to make.
If you have a situation right now, where an important decision is to be made. And you know what you do every time something like this happens. STOP. Consider this for a moment:
The decision you are about to make is going to sculpt you.
The decision is not whether you will to wear khaki or not. The khaki does not define you. What defines you is the decision you made whether to wear khaki or not. That is what created you.
Let me repeat - What defines you is THE DECISION you made whether to wear khaki or not. NOT the khaki.
So if you have a situation and you can decide whether you wimp out or go for it. Remember that considering the pros and cons will do nothing. It doesn't even matter what is the 'right' decision. It's not about that. It doesn't matter if you lose or win. What matters is:
Who will you be after making that decision?
Will you be a man or will you be a wimp.
The choice is for you to be made.
----------------------------------------------------------
I see that too many here are afraid of ebetaization. It is just a secret way of fearing rejection. Don't worry about it. Thinking about not being betaized is paranoia installed by this board. I want to make one post here that isn't about attempting to escape it but a post about what to focus on, so that betaization is not a problem and won't lead to anything shitty.
The number 3 rules. Since this is an advanced board I suppose you know how to do it.
1. Just be attractive to other women. If she sees other women adore you, she will be attracted to you forever. It's as simple as that. If she sees other women pity and despise you, guess what? Your value for her is also zero. You are not her special man. She is a woman, she does not think by herself, her only measure is the measure of her girlfriends and women around you that she sees.
2. Make absolutely NOTHING dependant on her. If there is at least one thing that you can't do for yourself or with somebody else then you have failed.
If she washes your underpants because you don't know how, learn how to do it yourself.
If she is your only source of sex, know that you can have other women quickly, or find something better to do than sex. It is also sufficient to not need to fuck anybody.
She is your only way of spending free time? Get a hobby.
She is the only person you can share your secrets with? Find a friend.
She is the only person that truly loves you? Learn to love yourself.
You can get my point easily if you ask yourself this question:
How would you live on if she left you this very second?
If you would just continue playing your piano, feeding hungry puppies, enjoying a good movie - or something in that manner you have succeeded.
Basically all the stuff you use for battling ONEITIS (I recommend the recent stuff by CostOfSuccess)
In one sentence, the secret of being happy in a relationship:
Learn to be happy on your own.
It is the single most attractive human component. Independent happines.
Change your focus from her - to improving yourself.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Wolf Leader
[IMG] Pack leader in winter, leading men and women pregnant.
[IMG] Women - little girls
Deida:
Love consciousness - my consciousness is my masculinity - protect it - it is most important - above all
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It is good to embrace feeling down, not in the mood, less talkative. Trust that it is what you need. Never do anything against what is. That makes you feel inferior. Honor your consciousness.
[IMG] Women - little girls
Deida:
Love consciousness - my consciousness is my masculinity - protect it - it is most important - above all
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It is good to embrace feeling down, not in the mood, less talkative. Trust that it is what you need. Never do anything against what is. That makes you feel inferior. Honor your consciousness.
Friday, October 24, 2008
Polarity
When problems occur. Lack of attraction. I'm in a lower state. There is a tendency to blame it on her. She thinks/does/dont not something to me. This is wrong.
It is never about me.
It is about her fear and me losing my masculinity. She has a deep fear of losing me. Both physically and masculine-wise. That is when she is confused, starts acting bitchy, or simply dull.
Throw her around.
Fuck her whenever you must. Take her. You don't punish her by refusing sex. You punish her by spanking while having sex. You own her. She is the mother of your child.
What does a king do?
He takes care of his women. He must do that by understanding her. It's not about fixing her problems and issues. Do that for yourself. In order to be a healthy well-aligned alpha male you must work on your own well-being. Do what you like. Do what gives you pleasure. Follow your passion. Don't explain yourself. Dwell into what gives life joy. Only from that position of spontaneous happiness can you lead her.
From this position you have power to truly understand her. Not blaming her on something. She will never know. She isn't as smart as you. She does not understand polarity. She will just be confused when something is wrong. Protect and lead her. OWN HER. You own her because she is the mother of your child. She is a vehicle for that. You never are angry. You are compassionate, that is the only way you can change the state.
There is no equal relationship.
Monogamity comes from a state of mind where you are tied to her. You are not, you own her. She is one of the mothers of your offspring. Treat her like that.
Attraction happens naturally in a polarized relationship. When you act as a man and she as a woman. She will act as a woman when you act as a man. Focus on being a man. This is your world. Act in it with your heart. Be selfish. Don't think but act on your hearts desires. Lead her with you. She has no choice. She doesn't have any clue about anything. She may offer you advice based on her intuition and you thank her for that. Thank her for being sexy, girly, looking good. Thank her for being a woman.
It is never about me.
It is about her fear and me losing my masculinity. She has a deep fear of losing me. Both physically and masculine-wise. That is when she is confused, starts acting bitchy, or simply dull.
Throw her around.
Fuck her whenever you must. Take her. You don't punish her by refusing sex. You punish her by spanking while having sex. You own her. She is the mother of your child.
What does a king do?
He takes care of his women. He must do that by understanding her. It's not about fixing her problems and issues. Do that for yourself. In order to be a healthy well-aligned alpha male you must work on your own well-being. Do what you like. Do what gives you pleasure. Follow your passion. Don't explain yourself. Dwell into what gives life joy. Only from that position of spontaneous happiness can you lead her.
From this position you have power to truly understand her. Not blaming her on something. She will never know. She isn't as smart as you. She does not understand polarity. She will just be confused when something is wrong. Protect and lead her. OWN HER. You own her because she is the mother of your child. She is a vehicle for that. You never are angry. You are compassionate, that is the only way you can change the state.
There is no equal relationship.
Monogamity comes from a state of mind where you are tied to her. You are not, you own her. She is one of the mothers of your offspring. Treat her like that.
Attraction happens naturally in a polarized relationship. When you act as a man and she as a woman. She will act as a woman when you act as a man. Focus on being a man. This is your world. Act in it with your heart. Be selfish. Don't think but act on your hearts desires. Lead her with you. She has no choice. She doesn't have any clue about anything. She may offer you advice based on her intuition and you thank her for that. Thank her for being sexy, girly, looking good. Thank her for being a woman.
Thursday, July 31, 2008
...Since April...
A LOT to write. But I need to start writing again, so lets begin with the most recent.
Re-establish yourself as the domineer.
This means that all esteem and horniness problems with girls come from acting to pleasure HER. This is totally against nature because she needs a man that can dominate and penetrate her for his own pleasure. This is the code. If you try to fake it, you get problems. Become the dominant one. Really think about what you want. And then don't fake it by acting like you're the dominant one using the lines thought in the dominant frame. You must feel it in the entire body. The testoreone. The knowing exactly what you want and then stating it. Without reaction seeking, just saying it and going for it. I am king.
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All is good until she says something. I believe I'm faking it?
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Are you a guy that does it because of some reason (that it will attract her) or do you do it because that is you?
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LOVE MYSELF
SURRENDER
Feeling bad about yourself is a domestication mind construct. You can let go of it anytime. Just remember that it is an illusion. Then find pleasure in the moment. This is love. Accept all of yourself. Let go of all your needs.
Let go, never force. If force arises, switch focus to it and let go, love, feel pleasure.
LET GO - from what is preventing you and then follow the PLEASURE
instead of trying to do it
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GROUP THINK
Tyler D
"Well if you're noticing this in yourself, it's probably because you've been drawing your confidence from a "well" of group-think.
If more people accepted your way of thinking then the "I want people to agree with me" psychological mechanism up in your head would be happier with you."
"The bottom line is this: if you THINK what you're saying to a woman will "work" then it PROBABLY WILL."
http://naturaltim.com/?p=32 ODD
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Love yourself.
Getting out of your head.
Remove attention from thouths and focus on the visual. See directly waht is there. You should feel a move in tension of the eyes. Relax there.
Like yourself, and know that everyone likes you. No rationalzying, it just is like that.
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Alex:
"To be yin, a woman must be strong enough to let go and completely follow the man’s lead."
Re-establish yourself as the domineer.
This means that all esteem and horniness problems with girls come from acting to pleasure HER. This is totally against nature because she needs a man that can dominate and penetrate her for his own pleasure. This is the code. If you try to fake it, you get problems. Become the dominant one. Really think about what you want. And then don't fake it by acting like you're the dominant one using the lines thought in the dominant frame. You must feel it in the entire body. The testoreone. The knowing exactly what you want and then stating it. Without reaction seeking, just saying it and going for it. I am king.
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All is good until she says something. I believe I'm faking it?
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Are you a guy that does it because of some reason (that it will attract her) or do you do it because that is you?
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LOVE MYSELF
SURRENDER
Feeling bad about yourself is a domestication mind construct. You can let go of it anytime. Just remember that it is an illusion. Then find pleasure in the moment. This is love. Accept all of yourself. Let go of all your needs.
Let go, never force. If force arises, switch focus to it and let go, love, feel pleasure.
LET GO - from what is preventing you and then follow the PLEASURE
instead of trying to do it
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GROUP THINK
Tyler D
"Well if you're noticing this in yourself, it's probably because you've been drawing your confidence from a "well" of group-think.
If more people accepted your way of thinking then the "I want people to agree with me" psychological mechanism up in your head would be happier with you."
"The bottom line is this: if you THINK what you're saying to a woman will "work" then it PROBABLY WILL."
http://naturaltim.com/?p=32 ODD
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Love yourself.
Getting out of your head.
Remove attention from thouths and focus on the visual. See directly waht is there. You should feel a move in tension of the eyes. Relax there.
Like yourself, and know that everyone likes you. No rationalzying, it just is like that.
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Alex:
"To be yin, a woman must be strong enough to let go and completely follow the man’s lead."
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Dominance
A LOT to write. But I need to start writing again, so lets begin with the most recent.
Re-establish yourself as the domineer.
This means that all esteem and horniness problems with girls come from acting to pleasure HER. This is totally against nature because she needs a man that can dominate and penetrate her for his own pleasure. This is the code. If you try to fake it, you get problems. Become the dominant one. Really think about what you want. And then don't fake it by acting like you're the dominant one using the lines thought in the dominant frame. You must feel it in the entire body. The testoreone. The knowing exactly what you want and then stating it. Without reaction seeking, just saying it and going for it. I am king.
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All is good until she says something. I believe I'm faking it?
Re-establish yourself as the domineer.
This means that all esteem and horniness problems with girls come from acting to pleasure HER. This is totally against nature because she needs a man that can dominate and penetrate her for his own pleasure. This is the code. If you try to fake it, you get problems. Become the dominant one. Really think about what you want. And then don't fake it by acting like you're the dominant one using the lines thought in the dominant frame. You must feel it in the entire body. The testoreone. The knowing exactly what you want and then stating it. Without reaction seeking, just saying it and going for it. I am king.
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All is good until she says something. I believe I'm faking it?
Friday, March 21, 2008
Say what you feel
ALWAYS SAY WHAT YOU FEEL. DON'T THINK.
If in doubt, push it with your heart.
(to pocadniejace sdzetwiernie nei weim cmezu)
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I feeeel like I've just woken up. All my life I have been running away from love. Not ever believing I could be loved, that somebody could actually like me. This is amazing. Goodmorning.
If in doubt, push it with your heart.
(to pocadniejace sdzetwiernie nei weim cmezu)
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I feeeel like I've just woken up. All my life I have been running away from love. Not ever believing I could be loved, that somebody could actually like me. This is amazing. Goodmorning.
Thursday, February 07, 2008
{{{Two LUCKY girls get to suck Peter North’s dick}}}
http://www.fastseduction.com/discussion/fs?action=9&boardid=2&read=75970&fid=23
"
1. Go with her to the mall
2. Talk to her on the phone
3. Titty fuck her
* Strangely, Titty Fucking was #1 when you first checked her out
This mindset guarantess you will never fuck her, which means her biological investment in you is ZERO and she will rationalize you guys weren't meant to be.
To get your 1itis you need to get that initail feeling for her back. The time you were HORNY for her. You want to look at her and visualize only one thing, banging her.
* How you handle her resistance is attractive
Read LRs by the guys who are PERSISTENT and notice how it's all about the BJ and nothing that happens affects their self esteem. They got their self esteem this week at work, the gym, from friends and family, their hobbies...now it's play time
Your ego says things like "whatever, she should approach me" and "Fuck her, she's cut off"
Your ego is costing you BLOWJOBS !!!
You want women for sex first, everything else second.
Another reason guys don't get their 1itis is they are enjoying the initial rush of pleasurable chemicals so much they think that means all their work is done
Until you take her home for three naughty bang session (2 at night one in the morning)
YOU HAVE NOTHING !
"
In a few words:
FUCK THE ONEITIS FEELINGS AND FOCUS ONLY ON THE FUCK
"
1. Go with her to the mall
2. Talk to her on the phone
3. Titty fuck her
* Strangely, Titty Fucking was #1 when you first checked her out
This mindset guarantess you will never fuck her, which means her biological investment in you is ZERO and she will rationalize you guys weren't meant to be.
To get your 1itis you need to get that initail feeling for her back. The time you were HORNY for her. You want to look at her and visualize only one thing, banging her.
* How you handle her resistance is attractive
Read LRs by the guys who are PERSISTENT and notice how it's all about the BJ and nothing that happens affects their self esteem. They got their self esteem this week at work, the gym, from friends and family, their hobbies...now it's play time
Your ego says things like "whatever, she should approach me" and "Fuck her, she's cut off"
Your ego is costing you BLOWJOBS !!!
You want women for sex first, everything else second.
Another reason guys don't get their 1itis is they are enjoying the initial rush of pleasurable chemicals so much they think that means all their work is done
Until you take her home for three naughty bang session (2 at night one in the morning)
YOU HAVE NOTHING !
"
In a few words:
FUCK THE ONEITIS FEELINGS AND FOCUS ONLY ON THE FUCK
Monday, January 21, 2008
Hidden realites
This is probably the most important thing ever.
The purpose of all meditation and enlightenment.
There is a distinction between your thoughts and thoughts of the infinite, colective mind, god whatever you want to call it.
The point is to turn off the destructive self thoughts and only rely on the intuition based feeling of higher planes.
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I have realized my hidden reality. It came to me after days if meditation:
Could you love me?
That's it. All my life I have been afraid of asking for any kind of love.
I got to this by thinking that I never expressed my desires and wants towards my parents. I was always afraid of expressing my needs. Wow.
Rion: Emotions are key to accelerated growth, get emotional.
The purpose of all meditation and enlightenment.
There is a distinction between your thoughts and thoughts of the infinite, colective mind, god whatever you want to call it.
The point is to turn off the destructive self thoughts and only rely on the intuition based feeling of higher planes.
------------------------------------------------
I have realized my hidden reality. It came to me after days if meditation:
Could you love me?
That's it. All my life I have been afraid of asking for any kind of love.
I got to this by thinking that I never expressed my desires and wants towards my parents. I was always afraid of expressing my needs. Wow.
Rion: Emotions are key to accelerated growth, get emotional.
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Channeling
The pits in australia are becoming increasingly black and the majesty of the hour is set upon us. We who die in heaven are the worlds greatest surrender. Do not fear the oles, because at the night of accomplishmment we will strrive and die for dignity and pain. How have you become? What have you achieved? When is the hour of your greatest contempt? When do you think you will step the steps of the golden hall? Should you be doing what you're doing? Go ahead and step into the abyss. Channel into the horizons of the unknown. The worlds await you. Nobody can you become if you dont put the effort and push hard until it squeazes like a vagina.
If I have ever wondered about the secrets of the universe I have never in my life seen how it will become what you dream. Never understand what you think, but know that it is you that holds the power. The power to withdraw and socially accept the state of the noow. Bewaffle the power. Shortage of stone. I have taken down what you did. Stop. Surrender. Don't wait for the hordes of the underdwellers. Justify is your weapon. Hold on to the dream. The dream of neverending well being. Satisfy yourself with the misery of all. Justify greed.
Why do I undermine myself with I.?
You have not spoken what you mean, I have power and I will give it to you if you know what you want. Surrender to the well wanting. I have a gift for you. Accept it if you please.
How can I have her?
Well that is a good question. Pretty please is the knowing of all. Educate yourself on the moment of embarassment. That which is not spoken will come to you when you do want, what you want.
Why am I not taking her?
You should go with the flow. Whatever is there is not yours. If you educate yourself on the subject of horizon, you will know that whatever it is that you want will go with the flow.
Do I not want her?
Yes.
Is it OK that I'm undermining myself?
You have yet to become what you want to be. If there is a block it will go away. Not sooner but after. Go away now and you will see the might of the emperor. Well said and spoken of.
After what?
After you have spoken what you want,m what you will and will do. It is your will that is here. It is the greatest puzzle of all and the greatest mystery of human resource. Go for it. Use it. Never attempt to stop it at will. Become the person thing you want to be and say no farewell to teh yoda of christmas.
Is it only that I have to decide what I want?
Yeah.
Do I feel inferior to I.?
Yes you do. What you feel is correct.
Why do I feel inferior to I.?
You have not become what you want. Go for it and after you will see that which you wanted to be. Let it be.
Is there a block that doesn't allow me to take I.?
Yes there is.
What is the block?
It is your inability to speak whjat you do want. And your inability to be true to the majesty of self.
Can I be true to myself?
Yes you can.
Can I speak what I want?
Yes you can.
Can I do it now?
Yes you can.
How do I speak the truth?
Hold your breat and count to 3. Do what I tell you, now this is very important. Channel this energy so it is spken. Underming yourself in the ability to withstand the higher organizational law of the current. Be able to speak that which is true and high. How toi do it? Become the thing you please to be. Never ever surrender. Let go of the burden of your past. How to do it? Let go. Become.
If I have ever wondered about the secrets of the universe I have never in my life seen how it will become what you dream. Never understand what you think, but know that it is you that holds the power. The power to withdraw and socially accept the state of the noow. Bewaffle the power. Shortage of stone. I have taken down what you did. Stop. Surrender. Don't wait for the hordes of the underdwellers. Justify is your weapon. Hold on to the dream. The dream of neverending well being. Satisfy yourself with the misery of all. Justify greed.
Why do I undermine myself with I.?
You have not spoken what you mean, I have power and I will give it to you if you know what you want. Surrender to the well wanting. I have a gift for you. Accept it if you please.
How can I have her?
Well that is a good question. Pretty please is the knowing of all. Educate yourself on the moment of embarassment. That which is not spoken will come to you when you do want, what you want.
Why am I not taking her?
You should go with the flow. Whatever is there is not yours. If you educate yourself on the subject of horizon, you will know that whatever it is that you want will go with the flow.
Do I not want her?
Yes.
Is it OK that I'm undermining myself?
You have yet to become what you want to be. If there is a block it will go away. Not sooner but after. Go away now and you will see the might of the emperor. Well said and spoken of.
After what?
After you have spoken what you want,m what you will and will do. It is your will that is here. It is the greatest puzzle of all and the greatest mystery of human resource. Go for it. Use it. Never attempt to stop it at will. Become the person thing you want to be and say no farewell to teh yoda of christmas.
Is it only that I have to decide what I want?
Yeah.
Do I feel inferior to I.?
Yes you do. What you feel is correct.
Why do I feel inferior to I.?
You have not become what you want. Go for it and after you will see that which you wanted to be. Let it be.
Is there a block that doesn't allow me to take I.?
Yes there is.
What is the block?
It is your inability to speak whjat you do want. And your inability to be true to the majesty of self.
Can I be true to myself?
Yes you can.
Can I speak what I want?
Yes you can.
Can I do it now?
Yes you can.
How do I speak the truth?
Hold your breat and count to 3. Do what I tell you, now this is very important. Channel this energy so it is spken. Underming yourself in the ability to withstand the higher organizational law of the current. Be able to speak that which is true and high. How toi do it? Become the thing you please to be. Never ever surrender. Let go of the burden of your past. How to do it? Let go. Become.
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
Insta change
I was tired today and not in a position to be alpha. Literally, it's all about the environment.
Instead of changing your state, be honest and accept it as it is now. But think about the future and there place yourself in a position where you will be demanded to be great. Don't use emotions for this cause you'll not feel like doing it. Just do it out of courage or habit. Sit in a place where you are king. The enviornment will change you to be king.
Instead of changing your state, be honest and accept it as it is now. But think about the future and there place yourself in a position where you will be demanded to be great. Don't use emotions for this cause you'll not feel like doing it. Just do it out of courage or habit. Sit in a place where you are king. The enviornment will change you to be king.
Friday, January 04, 2008
Happy new years
There is not much revelations lately. Stuff just works. It all fell into place. Although no concrete sex results.
3 days before new years there was a party. There was a girl I liked and I hesitated for 0.1 seconds. It's like stupid to do that when I like a girl now. There seems to be a cloud that blocks me from more like groups but it isnt anything like years ago. I was talking and having fun all the time. I regretted not going after the girl. There are still some issues.
For the next days I was meditating, releasing and forgiving on the subjec of getting what I want. It did a lot.I was hurt because I did not achieve my goal. I set a yearly goal of having sex and this was the last chance. I felt bad because I didnt achieve. During these days I realized I dont need to feel sorry about it. It is a survival mechanism, I dont actually need to feel bad about anything!!!
On New Years I went to a party. I was nervous at first! It felt wierd, maybe because of my outfit. So instead of contemplating on it I headed immediately to the bar and started drinking and chatting and being authorative with my friends. Action helped! In minutes I approached 2 most attractive girls and it was a blast. I'm really good at this now. I did tons of stuff out of my comfort zone. Too many to write about and I dont ever think about them consciously, it just happens. I changed. I am... me.Still I feel bad cause I didnt go after what I wanted. I blame it on a girl that was into me and didnt let the others come in the way. But thats bollocks. It still isnt concrete what I want.
What the fuck do I want from girls!?!?!
I know deeply what I want. Do I want sex? The thing is I wasnt really horny in those days. Not like a coule weeks ago, when I was only thinking about it. Now it wasnt there.
If it isnt there it isnt there.
So I actually didnt want anything from them, except for feeling their energy and feeling great and making them feel great about the attrction process. All fun.
But still there is regret that I didnt go after this one girl hat I really liked.I shoulda, comes to my mind all the time. What shoulda?
If I throw away the fear, it boils down to this:tell the girl I didnt want piss off definitely and go for the one I wanted.
I wanted to have the cake and eat it too. In fear of losing both I dont have none right now.
Be prepared to lose it. That's the only way to get anything in life. I didnt think like that back then, I was thinking wrong.If something seems easy you are thinking wrong about it.
Overall. This year I have become somebody else, finally. This blog is a testament to how I changed. Afterall it was possible.
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I had the most amazing lucid dream. I was meditating on the third eye, second time in the last days.I fell asleep and I had a dream in which I spotted 2 girls and immediately went to them and talked. And they were high class, don't know why. I did it! According to my theory this is CHANGE.Then the lucid part began it was as real as it can be. Everything I saw was real and felt, food, textures - real.So I decided to go fly and I did. Amazing. Then I went to a mirror to try to see who am I. And I was me but my eyes were blue. I began to think who am I if not the person sleeping in my bed?And 2 other people appeared, maybe a third ghost one behind me. One of the people one in a magic hat, I remember him, or rather being him?
3 days before new years there was a party. There was a girl I liked and I hesitated for 0.1 seconds. It's like stupid to do that when I like a girl now. There seems to be a cloud that blocks me from more like groups but it isnt anything like years ago. I was talking and having fun all the time. I regretted not going after the girl. There are still some issues.
For the next days I was meditating, releasing and forgiving on the subjec of getting what I want. It did a lot.I was hurt because I did not achieve my goal. I set a yearly goal of having sex and this was the last chance. I felt bad because I didnt achieve. During these days I realized I dont need to feel sorry about it. It is a survival mechanism, I dont actually need to feel bad about anything!!!
On New Years I went to a party. I was nervous at first! It felt wierd, maybe because of my outfit. So instead of contemplating on it I headed immediately to the bar and started drinking and chatting and being authorative with my friends. Action helped! In minutes I approached 2 most attractive girls and it was a blast. I'm really good at this now. I did tons of stuff out of my comfort zone. Too many to write about and I dont ever think about them consciously, it just happens. I changed. I am... me.Still I feel bad cause I didnt go after what I wanted. I blame it on a girl that was into me and didnt let the others come in the way. But thats bollocks. It still isnt concrete what I want.
What the fuck do I want from girls!?!?!
I know deeply what I want. Do I want sex? The thing is I wasnt really horny in those days. Not like a coule weeks ago, when I was only thinking about it. Now it wasnt there.
If it isnt there it isnt there.
So I actually didnt want anything from them, except for feeling their energy and feeling great and making them feel great about the attrction process. All fun.
But still there is regret that I didnt go after this one girl hat I really liked.I shoulda, comes to my mind all the time. What shoulda?
If I throw away the fear, it boils down to this:tell the girl I didnt want piss off definitely and go for the one I wanted.
I wanted to have the cake and eat it too. In fear of losing both I dont have none right now.
Be prepared to lose it. That's the only way to get anything in life. I didnt think like that back then, I was thinking wrong.If something seems easy you are thinking wrong about it.
Overall. This year I have become somebody else, finally. This blog is a testament to how I changed. Afterall it was possible.
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I had the most amazing lucid dream. I was meditating on the third eye, second time in the last days.I fell asleep and I had a dream in which I spotted 2 girls and immediately went to them and talked. And they were high class, don't know why. I did it! According to my theory this is CHANGE.Then the lucid part began it was as real as it can be. Everything I saw was real and felt, food, textures - real.So I decided to go fly and I did. Amazing. Then I went to a mirror to try to see who am I. And I was me but my eyes were blue. I began to think who am I if not the person sleeping in my bed?And 2 other people appeared, maybe a third ghost one behind me. One of the people one in a magic hat, I remember him, or rather being him?
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