myspace

I'm trying out a few techniques on MySpace. It is a good simulation for noticing my behaviour and emotions that are in me when I'm sexually interested. My first observation is that I'm afraid that the person will be mean. This is easily swept away by rationalization. Each time I open a message I feel little fear. So it is always there but also always I can get rid of it. And of course, so far nobody was really mean and it is fun when they respond in a nice way.